laytex

Hey wonderful world of Sg that I love oh so dearly!!!!! Good news is that no one is using that old bank cars that I don't have an account to anymore, and that my brother told me today that I didn't get charged it was a receipt confirming shit.. Freaked me the fuck out but now I'm so relieved thank goodness ... This month has been super shit..Everything in my house is literally just falling apart.One thing after another first my front door,and I have fixes it many times temporarily. Then it's a door to the hallway..falling off the hinges both the front door and this one also..then it's my shower its fucked up idk what's wrong with it and the last thing . I have a leak in my water heater ..I'm hoping its something that we can just fix something easy instead of buying a water heater that I literally have no money for .. Internet will be off soon that means I'm going to be out of contact with the world for awhile. Unless I find a way to pay for it..it's bad enough my computer took a shit and is no longer ....no nothing basically back to the beginning that's how rough this month has been...not to mention the truck broke down I want to punch myself all over the place cuz it's total chaos..I can't post pics I miss Sg chat and talking to everyone. and I won't be able to blog or message anyone here soon.. Cuz no monies to pay it this month with all the shit that's happened this month.. It's really hard to try to focus on trying to go back to school when all this is happening ..not to mention my oldest son being so honory I just want to literally sit in the corner AND cry my MOTHERFUCKING eyes out!!!!!!!!i really Just don't even know wtf I started this blog about in the beginning till it became this it just rolled away from me.. Just like when I was seriously...I laid up in bed for like 3 or 4 days cuz I was so sick literally couldn't get of bed it was really hard to take care of the boys it hurt so bad. To feel so helpless ..** I hope everyone is well..**love** truly and sadly**~ AYT3X~**