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Jun 21, 2016
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I found that as I grow older my life has less meaning. Or so it feels, but I know I am choosing to make it this way. And so I am trying to move on again. Grow again. Love again. As we all do at different speeds and for different lengths of time in our lives. Where are you in your life right now? If you had to describe the person you've become and the person you're transforming into what would you say?
For me, I am at a little crossroads so many of these questions I have incomplete answers . I have just gotten back into modeling after taking a lot less jobs over the past year. I have just gotten out of a 4 year relationship and an even shorter relationship with my second ever love. I'm dating as a single adult for the first time in my life. And moving soon to start at a new school this summer.
Its pretty overwhelming and not the most ideal timing of events, but it's shaping me and many days I am fighting to get out of bed, but at least now there is this exciting sense of hope that I was lacking before.

This weekend I am going to Denver, Colorado for my second trip ever. I have a lot of adulting to do because I plan on moving there this summer. I have interviews and schools to tour. It's all very nerve wrecking, but I'm excited to meet new people and explore a new city. I'm hoping I meet plenty of like minded artists, because NY has not been cuttin in for me.
I am trying my hardest to get into consistent blogging again. I plan to alternate between here and my website FreaksEmporium.com I'll start posting self portraits again with these blogs and hope to connect with new peeps and recconnect with old.
It's been a tough year for me, but I swear I'm climbing out this hole and I am ready as ever to bring my visions to life.
I hope you are well. Miss you guys lots.
xoxo
-Lavish
If you'd like to check out my most recent blogs on Freaks Emporium just click the link below
http://www.freaksemporium.com/blog/you-dont-know-me/
Mini photo spam!

I'll be releasing more photos like these as a part of my ongoing 'You Don't Know Me' series. <3
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<3 <3 <3 <3 Thanks guys
Jun 30, 2016
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