Sunday Feb 13, 2005

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Friendship
Close to the heart
We fight we love we cry
Joy and pain become the same
Loving

Crying
Eyes drip tears
My stomach is hurting
Confusion runs through my mind
Painful

frown
s_eldorado:
If you're at the end of your rope, the following Haiku might help:

Foot connects
Ass is bruised suddenly
Ex-friend departs clutching bum.
Goodbye ex-friend

Otherwise:

Kissing
With Tongue
Making up is fun

Ok, seriously! What's up girl? You sound bummed and aside from my sad attempt at humour, is there anything I can do to cheer you up?


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Saturday Feb 12, 2005

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Up-date fom this morning.

I called CJ while I was at work. He answered his phone and I began to appologise and appologise. He said it was o.k.. I told him that I blacked out and he understood. He told me that I said some pretty horrible things to him. He said that he wants to talk to me but he doesn't know when.

I...
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angelvanilla:
Vancouver meet for SGBC

Saturday Feb 12, 2005

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Last night was one of the worst drinking nights I have ever had.

After work I called CJ and my friend Richard to go for drinks at the Railway. I had 2 Martinis, 1 dark ale and 2 shots of tequila before 8 p.m. (without food). CJ left to to go home and walk his dog. Richard and I went to the liquor store. We...
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godlessnerd:
hello i met you once. way back when... in vancouver. after the SG party.

Thursday Feb 10, 2005

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Wow. Things are coming us roses for this little Gemini. This week (and week-end) I will be busy, busy, busy. This is all about obatining some kind of financial stability and be in a work envorment I actually like.

I use to say "Damn The Man" but the man has been treating me pretty good. I don't get it. Is the little anarchist that lurked...
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s_eldorado:
Aristotle Aristotle
Was a bugger for the bottle
Hobbes was fond of his Dram
Rene Descartes was a drunken fart
"I drink therefore I am"

~ Monty Python
coolheart:
I'll get in touch with the two of you on Saturday. I've just been insanely busy and haven't had time to think about it.

But, as far as I'm concerned, were on.

Wednesday Feb 09, 2005

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Right now I can feel a change occuring. I don't know what that change could be. I'm not Blah, angry, dissappointed, insecure or uneasy. I'm not jumping out of my seat in excitement either.

Changing
Not the same
This metamorphesis
An internal explosion
Stranger

s_eldorado:
I changed my bedclothes this morning. Being a fellow Vancouverite you no doubt felt the intense psychic field generated by my ninja-like laundering abilities.

Or not.


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Tuesday Feb 08, 2005

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Laughter
I feel stoned
Happieness with a pinch
My heart is warm and wonderful
Dizzy

Sexual
A way of life
Touch flesh be consumed
Transformation takes me away
Pleasure

Gothic
Blood and black
Youth becomes old
Sad lonely cramped in a corner
Death
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pica_pica:
scary how you are so right.
doghouse_reilly:
*does the fingersnap applause thing*

Saturday Feb 05, 2005

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A work in progress

I have been trying to write about what's on my mind. I have alot to say..I just don't know how to say it.

Maybe later.


Ciao
surreal
pica_pica:
I am suddenly very intrigued with that idea.

As long as Yoko Ono is not doing the soundtrack.....

I think something 4AD would be good.

Friday Feb 04, 2005

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Last day of the Cleanse

Hi world. I am back online.

Well I have to say this cleanse was an intersting learning experience for me. I became really introspective. I know now that I am going to make changes in my life. I am going to treat myself better, treat other better, no more pizza and wings at night and I plan to be fearless...
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Monday Jan 31, 2005

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Cleanse day #?

I had some bad news about my mother on Friday. As a result I decided to drink several Gin Martinis and smoke weed over the week-end. I know that is counter-productive on a cleanse.

There are times when I just don't know what to think or what to do when I find these things out.

My mother has been through hell and...
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fenris23:
Wow that was a horribly bleak response, sorry about that.
best wishes for your mother.
mrdaft:
heyyy.... I haven't seen you for a while. I am thinking of going out there soon. Had enough of this 'burg I think

Sunday Jan 30, 2005

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Sailing on a ship,
Cutting through crazy waves,
Tides higher than high,
The black sky arrived.

After the storm,
The morning sky came,
Its beauty and life,
Caught my eye.

As crazy as it seems,
This is the closest
I have been,
To true happiness.
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