lavinia

Not too long ago I took an emotional plunge. It's not an easy thing for me to do. I usually make a mess of these things. I don't know why? Sometimes I believe that matters of the heart make me turn into this insecure, geeky, annoying teenage-like- creature. I feel like I'm the ugly thirteen your old fumbling around.

Do I regret opening that door allowing my feelings being known? No. Do these feelings scare me? No. Do I feel vulnerable?" A little bit. Do these feelings excite me? Yes. Do these feelings make me happy? Yes. What's next? I'm not thinking that far ahead.

Am I smiling right now? Yes.