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lavinia

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Wednesday May 18, 2005

May 18, 2005
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Not too long ago I took an emotional plunge. It's not an easy thing for me to do. I usually make a mess of these things. I don't know why? Sometimes I believe that matters of the heart make me turn into this insecure, geeky, annoying teenage-like- creature. I feel like I'm the ugly thirteen your old fumbling around.

Do I regret opening that door allowing my feelings being known? No. Do these feelings scare me? No. Do I feel vulnerable?" A little bit. Do these feelings excite me? Yes. Do these feelings make me happy? Yes. What's next? I'm not thinking that far ahead.

Am I smiling right now? Yes.
s_eldorado:
Bring your feelings and your cute self (and guest) to my place next week. Friday. Housewarming.

There's a free sound card in it for you. wink
May 18, 2005
lavinia:
I took the plunge and I got caught in an under toe. It shot me way the hell out to sea and I can't come back.
May 30, 2005

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