Don't you just love it when you run in to an ex?
Yesterday afternoon I was at the gym doing my usual work out. After my work out I had my shower, got dressed and ready to back to work. On my way out I passed by some people working out on the Life Cycle cardio machines. One of the guys on a machine looked like an ex of mine from a year ago named Trevor. I take a closer look and realize that it is he. So I called out his name and he turned around. When he saw me he had a look of shock on his face.
Who is Trevor?
Trevor is a musician. A drummer to be more exact. He has been in quite a few bands. His dream is to hook-up "that act" that will be his ticket to stardom, which would take him away from living a "common life" and make him a professional musician.
I really fell for him. One side of him was nice and sweet. The other side of him was selfish and arrogant. Towards the end of this "thing" I had become a "booty call" for him. I of course stuck around thinking and hoping things would turn around. He finally ended it all when he met some one else. That crushed me. I felt like he had "kept me around" so he wouldn't be lonely. When he met the new girl he dropped me like a "bad habit".
My last run in with Trevor.
The last time I ran into Trevor was in September on the morning after my first "Date" with CJ. That morning CJ and I went out for breakfast to this place called "Joe's caf" on Davie Street. I still wearing my clothes from the night before (a short black dress, sans panties and PVC lace up booths that have a killer heal). CJ and I had just finished breakfast and we were on our way out of the restaurant when we ran into Trevor and his new girlfriend. I loved this run in because I was happy, I looked good and I had a hot new man with me.
Any way back to the present.
The first thing he says to me is "Your Blond!" (By the way he loves blonds and when we dated I went from blond to brunette). I explained to him that I have been blond for a few months. I asked him about his life. He told me that he isn't working, looking for a teaching job (drumming) and he hasn't been gigging much. I asked him about his life with the girlfriend. He told me things were going great and that they will be moving in together soon.
He asked me how I was. I told him about my new job that I love (I even gave him my card), the new apartment that I love and my night with Duran Duran. I also told him that things were going really well with CJ. I started to feel that this new and better life I have achieved did not sit well with him. Especially the part about being happy with another man.
At the end of the conversation I told Trevor that I would let him know if I hear of any jobs that he could be suited for. We said our good byes and I left.
As I walked out of the gym I was happy because I looked good, felt successful and I still have a hot man in my life.
Don't you just love it when you run in to an ex?
Yesterday afternoon I was at the gym doing my usual work out. After my work out I had my shower, got dressed and ready to back to work. On my way out I passed by some people working out on the Life Cycle cardio machines. One of the guys on a machine looked like an ex of mine from a year ago named Trevor. I take a closer look and realize that it is he. So I called out his name and he turned around. When he saw me he had a look of shock on his face.
Who is Trevor?
Trevor is a musician. A drummer to be more exact. He has been in quite a few bands. His dream is to hook-up "that act" that will be his ticket to stardom, which would take him away from living a "common life" and make him a professional musician.
I really fell for him. One side of him was nice and sweet. The other side of him was selfish and arrogant. Towards the end of this "thing" I had become a "booty call" for him. I of course stuck around thinking and hoping things would turn around. He finally ended it all when he met some one else. That crushed me. I felt like he had "kept me around" so he wouldn't be lonely. When he met the new girl he dropped me like a "bad habit".
My last run in with Trevor.
The last time I ran into Trevor was in September on the morning after my first "Date" with CJ. That morning CJ and I went out for breakfast to this place called "Joe's caf" on Davie Street. I still wearing my clothes from the night before (a short black dress, sans panties and PVC lace up booths that have a killer heal). CJ and I had just finished breakfast and we were on our way out of the restaurant when we ran into Trevor and his new girlfriend. I loved this run in because I was happy, I looked good and I had a hot new man with me.
Any way back to the present.
The first thing he says to me is "Your Blond!" (By the way he loves blonds and when we dated I went from blond to brunette). I explained to him that I have been blond for a few months. I asked him about his life. He told me that he isn't working, looking for a teaching job (drumming) and he hasn't been gigging much. I asked him about his life with the girlfriend. He told me things were going great and that they will be moving in together soon.
He asked me how I was. I told him about my new job that I love (I even gave him my card), the new apartment that I love and my night with Duran Duran. I also told him that things were going really well with CJ. I started to feel that this new and better life I have achieved did not sit well with him. Especially the part about being happy with another man.
At the end of the conversation I told Trevor that I would let him know if I hear of any jobs that he could be suited for. We said our good byes and I left.
As I walked out of the gym I was happy because I looked good, felt successful and I still have a hot man in my life.
Don't you just love it when you run in to an ex?
Come wednesday I'll have way more time on my hands so I'll get you that sound card. Too bad you're all scared of death an stuff. Me, I'm just scared of U.S. foreign policy.
Next time I see death, want me to kick it's ass for you?
It would be nice to be able to control it, but only when you are also able to control everything else you run into out there.
That, I'm afraid, is the part that stopped me... it's just not possible.