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lavenderrr

Rotterdam, Netherlands

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Thursday Dec 06, 2007

Dec 6, 2007
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I try to help everyone out if I can... But all I get back is shit.
Fuck it, I'm not doing this anymore.

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Never again will I be dishonored
And never again will I be reminded
Of livin' within the world of the jaded
They kill inspiration
It's my obligation

To never again allow this to happen
Where do I begin the choices are endless
Denying sin, my art, my redemption
I carry the torch of my fathers before me

The thing I treasure most in life
Cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why
I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
No they will not understand
I will make the greatest sacrifice
You **can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive

I'm alive

Change again cannot be considered
I rage again dispelling my anger
Where do I begin the choices are endless
My art, my redemption my only salvation

I carry the gift that I have been blessed with
My soul is adrift in oceans of madness
Repairing the rift that you have created
I am not alone, brothers, give me your arms now

I'm no slave are you feeling brave
Or have you gone out of your mind
No more games it won't feel the same
If I hold my anger inside

There's no meaning my soul is bleeding
I've had enough of your kind
One suggestion use your discretion
Before you label me blind

Disturbed - I'm Alive

VIEW 25 of 46 COMMENTS
ki1:
holidays are coming, holidays are coming, do dah dah dah dad dah. smile
did you sort that shit out with your brother?
Dec 18, 2007
nexttuesday:
YAY

*wiggles harder*
Dec 19, 2007

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