So today is the day it's been exactly one year since my life changed forever, my ex committed suicide, I really don't know how to take today because it is just another day, and in a matter of hours it will be over. I feel like this is the last hurdle then I've done it, if I can make through a year I can keep on going.
When it happened I had to sleep on my sisters sofa for 3 months because I had nowhere else to go, I had to phone companies and explain what he had done to try and get some of the fraudulent debt he opened in my name cleared, his parents cut me out and blamed me saying if I'd have done more he'd still be here, but one year on and I have learnt to live on my own, I've started paying off the debts so I can move forward, I've reconnected with people I never thought I'd speak to again and even though I still can't process it, and can't really comprehend that he isn't here anymore I'm stronger than I ever have been.
I know what I want in life and I'm not going to compromise anymore, I don't want what he did to define me, I'm my own person.
