mtv produces some of the worst shows ever. but i can't stop watching them! pimp my ride is addicting and horrible at the same time. everyone's back at school once again. and once again, i'm not. hopefully by january i'll be at camosun and getting my learn on. hopefully i'll be moved out by then and working two jobs and living the life of chaos of which i would so enjoy. i've never really had a lot of chaos in my life and i'd love to be busy. i could be living on my own (or with a roommate?) and be going to school and attempting veganism and oh man all this is sounding so good to me. i long to be independant and not having to share my bathroom with a gross 17 year old boy with poor manners and poor cleaning-up-after-himself ability. i'm just afraid i'll never be able to travel. we'll see though. europe and all that junk will always be there. i'll be able to go one day. -sigh- i have to start a hectic week at work tomorrow and manage to only have 50 spending money for the next 10 days or so. it doesn't seem like a lot but when you have a compulsive spending problem like i do, it's nothing at all. yesterday paul and i went to the lake so he could fish (don't laugh, he loves it). and there was the cutest otter swimming around the dock. he even came up on to it:
and here's paul fishing like an old man:
we spent most of the past 4 days together and it was really nice. 
and here's paul fishing like an old man:
we spent most of the past 4 days together and it was really nice. VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
its like a bad car accident. its horrifying but you cant help but stare.
tv is evil all together.