so we didn't get the apartment. the manager guy rented it to someone else before we could even see it. oh well. there's more apartments in this city. hopefully. i'm kinda bummed cause i was looking forward to moving soon. ohhhhhhhh welllllll. seattle soon. meaning i can spend more money than i was originally going to spend. so this is good. i shopped a little... Read More
so i might be moving. soon. this is weird. but good weird. we're going to look at the place on thursday. i hope everything works out. this is all happening so fast. but that's good because i don't really have any ounce of patience anyway.
ps. mal you can keep walking around naked even if we live together
mtv produces some of the worst shows ever. but i can't stop watching them! pimp my ride is addicting and horrible at the same time. everyone's back at school once again. and once again, i'm not. hopefully by january i'll be at camosun and getting my learn on. hopefully i'll be moved out by then and working two jobs and living the life of chaos... Read More
i avoid mtv because it disappoints me in many ways. the annoyingness* is very addicting.
its like a bad car accident. its horrifying but you cant help but stare.
wow. beastie boys is soon. i'm excited for the bus ride down to seattle and staying at one of the most expensive and nicest hotels on the west coast! it's 5 friggin' diamonds! not 4 star or even 5 star. DIAMONDS. it's also great that we only have to pay $150 american instead of $400. having a friend who's cousin (or is it uncle?) works... Read More
i went to garden state with my little sister tonight. it was excellent and now i'm feeling totally inadequate and pretty fucked up. i love to hate movies that make me feel like poo. i'm not sure if i should elaborate on how crappy i'm feeling or just leave it at i'm feeling crappy. okay okay, i'll elaborate a little bit. i've been working the... Read More
i really wish i could help you, but as i am sure you have figured out by now i have no idea about boys and relationships and all that, infact i suck at it.
i am so sorry to hear that though, you deserve better
oh... i missed this journal entry... i don't know how, but i did!
being in that kind of a place sucks. being unsure sucks. being stuck sucks. it's always hard to make decisions like that, but it totally has to be done... i say quit your job and go somewhere new. just be. maybe bring paul. just go and be new people... get to know eachother again.