laurasaurus

So i have had one of these days that occasionally you have where you spend a lot of time thinking...

Have you ever had one of those days ?

For example, have i made the right decisions in life? Was it a good idea to let myself be pushed out of school after my AS-levels on account of having a huge issue with moronic teachers trying to be the big I AM... and therefore fucking up my chances of going to university? I have had, i am ashamed to mention at times a little problem with anger and arrogance

Was it such a terribly good idea spending so much time hanging out with a waste man and getting fucked on any substance we could find ?

Was it such a genius idea to walk out of my first full time job because they wouldn't give me time off for a festival rendering myself unemployed ?

And many many other incidents , actions, relationships, and people that have some how or another stumbled into the mixing pot that is my life; many of which it would be silly and some what incriminating to record so accessibly on the internet.

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The overall answer and conclusions i have come to after this entire day of thinking is yes.

They where all brilliant choices. If i hadn't of traveled this windy and troubled path over the last few years and experienced the grungy lows of life i would not have reached this exact point. I would not be this person. I would never have met the characters that have painted my trip . I wouldn't have tested the love of my family and friends and built those strong bonds.

I am exactly where I need to be and who i should be . For now . Who knows where i will end up or who i will become but i am glad to be on my way.

and mate I have some fucking sick memories !