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10am this morning I get THE phone call.

So next monday I will be at my first interview for my dream job. I am soooooo excited but so nervous at the same time!

I literally screamed and jumped up and down when I got off the phone. I think I may have broken my brother's back - and his bedroom door.
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caffeinemonkey:
Good luck! I am sure you will kick ass in the interview!
strawberrybomb:
Good luck for the interview. I am so sorry i didn't text you about meeting up, i was working and i didn't check sg until it was too late. I hope the show went well.
Ahh it was a guy at works last shift and he basically spent 5 hours messing around and trying to annoy me so he thought shutting me in the freezer would work. He failed. I didn't mind it.
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I feel compelled to update. I feel compelled to do a lot of things right now but just can't really find the energy to do it.

I'm a little torn right now. The parents don't want me to try patch things up with this ex, i can see why, neither does anybody else and the ex says I shouln't let my parents rule my life....
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nikonphoto80:
I feel that way a lot of the time.

You have to do what is best for you, you have to do what you feel is right, just search your soul and find out what you truly feel is the right path, but if you do go back with him do not let him show you what path to take, you need to make your own path, you are an artist and artists can't let some one else chose their path, I think this is something that you really need to think hard about.

caffeinemonkey:
You need to trust yourself. But if the people around you don't think he is a good influence or not good for you I think you need to really reflect on why.
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So, what exactly do you do when you find yourself single again after four years? THe first part is always the hard part - telling your friends. They found it hard to believe, Greg is such a funny and likable guy people find it really hard to believe he has such a demonic drunken alter-ego. However most of them were very supportive, apart from one...
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caffeinemonkey:
Glad your friends have been supportive. You probably aren't as alone as it feels right now. Just be strong and remember it will get better each day.
lensturtle420:
Yeah, you totally deserve much better than that. I'm just sorry you've had to go through this with this guy.
I know what you mean about the freinds thing, when I came back from uni all my friends had moved to Bristol...

So, I'm really pleased to hear about your exhibition, that's great. Sorry i won't be able to make it.

Your comment about finding yourself again reminds me of that bit from The Muppet Movie...
'Can you help me? I'm lost.'
'Have you tried Hare Krishna?'

Take care and try and stay strong. kiss
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He dumped me. He chucked a bottle of cider all over me and called me a cunt. Its over.
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nikonphoto80:
Well save up and come to KY, you will have a free place to stay and a tour guide
aesirr:
No worries, I'm glad to hear it.
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He dumped me. He chicked a bottle of cider all over me and called me a cunt. Its all over.
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Hello All!

You may have noticed my rather distinct absence around here lately, either that or not even notice at all, but anyway I have barely been about much because for the last month i have been frantically trying to overcome such problems as unreliable models, shitty lighting, bad make-up and lack of time to finish uni.

I am now finished! I officially have a...
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nikonphoto80:
Well it was fun, for the most part, but my social anxiety was getting the better of me for half the day and I was feeling really lonely, I am finding out that I feel alone the most when I'm around a bunch of people.

I don't really have a life so I just spend most of my time on SG.

I'm really glad you are finally finished, I really like school, my life is pretty much went to hell after school. It sounds like you are going to do just fine, sounds like you have got your shit together and know what you are doing.

I really hope you can find a job that you really like and that pays well. but with what you have said I don't think it is going to be to hard for you, I know you are going to do just fine.

Well I wish I was feeling really happy right now, but this is the most sad I have been in a long time.

strawberrybomb:
yay for finishing the degree and yay for being happy. Oh god it was such an awesome weekend so many memories.
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I have decided that SG is definately my favourite place to write journals. I have written journals on several other sites but nothing compares to this. Yesterday I wrote an entry on facebook using the notes application, I can see how it might have read a little offensive to some but on the whole there was nothing personal written in it, and it was written...
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viking:
ugh, what a dickhead. you should unfriend her and block her. she's the sad one for wasting her time trying to bring you down.
elysia:
Thanks.

Ugh, that would be why I don't use facebook. What a tosser.

SG is pretty great for journalling.... no matter how many times I've tried to leave I always make it back here.
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elysia:
That's so sweet smile
lensturtle420:
That's a lovely post. smile
I'm just not online very much these days, and if I am it's usually to do with work...so I'm kind of awol. but not too much!
I hope you are well.
kiss
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Hello everybody out there.

I have decided to take a day off from my usual busy-ness today because I need to get cracking on sorting out what to do after uni, so far I have completed one job application and have found another job I'd like to apply for, I also applied for a course that I heard nothing back from so today I rang...
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nikonphoto80:
I will do that, my friend needs lot of positive energy.

What kind of jobs are you applying for?

I'm glad you are having fun.

I'm sure you will still get to do photo shoots when school is over.

I wish I could read fast, I like to read but it takes me forever, so I read journals on SG.

I would like to see photos of you in the dress.

What is the face of Plymouth?


elysia:
I'm looking at moving to Bournemouth.

Good luck with the job search, I'm sure it'll not take you long to find something that you'll love doing.

We really need to see this dress, don't forget to post some pictures wink
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This week has been pretty good. I haven't been feeling this upbeat in quite a while.

On Monday I handed in my dissertation, I never want to think about it again, nor do I ever want to write another essay!

I've had a busy week in the studio shooting with some very beautiful ladies, and next week is set to continue that way, which is...
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strawberrybomb:
Indeed that's the way i was looking at it. How are you my dear? 8 weeks left of uni, yay! Good luck with the job applications.
rebekahgraves:
hey thanks for your honestly and input on the set. I did black and white and color for the theme behind it, but I think your right I should have picked color or black and white.