So I'm at a cross roads.
I'm presently living in London, yes I actually managed to find a place in time, its ok, not amazing but its a nice house for the money.
New job = epic fail. BIG mistake, seriously huge. I love the photography side of it of course but the boss in this place is the cunt cock from hell. He constantly shouts, belittles and puts everyone down, he is one angry bastard. In the 2 weeks I have been working there he has called me stupid at least once and has labelled me shrinking violet because of my introversion whenever he is around. Being in the studio is no problem but working in the office is a nightmare. I am constantly on edge, as is everyone. I have never had such bad anxiety before, it kills me. I have spoken to my workmates about it, they tell me he is like it with everyone and to just ignore him, never answer him back and always just smile and nod. I'm not sure how long I can live with this. I'm a strong person but this is affecting me physically, since I have been there I have had 2 eye flair ups in a week and I keep getting nosebleeds - very bad sign for someone who lives with auto-immune disease and wanna know what sucks the most? If I want to leave this hell hole I have to give 3 months notice! 3 whole fucking months! Seems a little excessive to me!
I guess I will figure it out eventually, its only been 2 weeks but I just hope I work it out before I get too sick to do anything about it.
My relationship is going well. I love my boy so much, it physically hurts every time I have to leave him, I cry for hours afterwards - doesn't help I have so much crap to deal with between visits. I can't wait until my six month rent lease is up, I'm going to go live in Coventry so I can be with him full time. I can't stand this. Its awful.
Pride well and truly does come before a fall and now I have to work out how to get up again
I'm presently living in London, yes I actually managed to find a place in time, its ok, not amazing but its a nice house for the money.
New job = epic fail. BIG mistake, seriously huge. I love the photography side of it of course but the boss in this place is the cunt cock from hell. He constantly shouts, belittles and puts everyone down, he is one angry bastard. In the 2 weeks I have been working there he has called me stupid at least once and has labelled me shrinking violet because of my introversion whenever he is around. Being in the studio is no problem but working in the office is a nightmare. I am constantly on edge, as is everyone. I have never had such bad anxiety before, it kills me. I have spoken to my workmates about it, they tell me he is like it with everyone and to just ignore him, never answer him back and always just smile and nod. I'm not sure how long I can live with this. I'm a strong person but this is affecting me physically, since I have been there I have had 2 eye flair ups in a week and I keep getting nosebleeds - very bad sign for someone who lives with auto-immune disease and wanna know what sucks the most? If I want to leave this hell hole I have to give 3 months notice! 3 whole fucking months! Seems a little excessive to me!
I guess I will figure it out eventually, its only been 2 weeks but I just hope I work it out before I get too sick to do anything about it.
My relationship is going well. I love my boy so much, it physically hurts every time I have to leave him, I cry for hours afterwards - doesn't help I have so much crap to deal with between visits. I can't wait until my six month rent lease is up, I'm going to go live in Coventry so I can be with him full time. I can't stand this. Its awful.
Pride well and truly does come before a fall and now I have to work out how to get up again
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Does the boss own the place? If he does not I would go over his head and talk to some of the head guys about him, take notes of all the stuff he has done, he cant get away with stuff like that, you are not allowed to talk to people like that.
Im glad you and your boy are doing so good, sorry to hear that you cant be with him full time, how far away is that place for your job?