Its been a very long time. I've been a pretty crap member of SG lately so I'm sorry for neglecting you all, but life is just so chaotic at the moment.
However I do have the internet at my place now which is pretty good.
So whats going on? Work is awesome, got a week off coming up which I shall be using to go visit London land - very excited about that. I miss photography - yeah its my job but I really need to get back into doing it for myself again because I really miss making art for myself and not other people, don't get me wrong I love what I do, its an amazing feeling making other people happy through what you do, but hey maybe that selfish part of me is rearing it's head.
I've been thinking a lot lately, maybe a little too much, thinking the realisation that I am single and alone now has finally sunk in and it feels strange - uncertain. I'm sure it will get better in time.
Living alone is a blast, I love the freedom and independence but I miss some of my friends from back home.
My best friend's husband is up to his old tricks again and it angers me greatly. It hasn't been a year since they made those vows so what does he go and do, go and jump into bed with the mother of his child - and knock her up again. What abastard! I seriously don't understand it, I want ot help her but she doesn't want to be helped, I feel so weak.
I need recomendations, books, music, films - anything I need to start doing things again!
Sorry this is brief I just can't really string too many sentences together right now because I'm so tired... So here have some pictures.
However I do have the internet at my place now which is pretty good.
So whats going on? Work is awesome, got a week off coming up which I shall be using to go visit London land - very excited about that. I miss photography - yeah its my job but I really need to get back into doing it for myself again because I really miss making art for myself and not other people, don't get me wrong I love what I do, its an amazing feeling making other people happy through what you do, but hey maybe that selfish part of me is rearing it's head.
I've been thinking a lot lately, maybe a little too much, thinking the realisation that I am single and alone now has finally sunk in and it feels strange - uncertain. I'm sure it will get better in time.
Living alone is a blast, I love the freedom and independence but I miss some of my friends from back home.
My best friend's husband is up to his old tricks again and it angers me greatly. It hasn't been a year since they made those vows so what does he go and do, go and jump into bed with the mother of his child - and knock her up again. What abastard! I seriously don't understand it, I want ot help her but she doesn't want to be helped, I feel so weak.
I need recomendations, books, music, films - anything I need to start doing things again!
Sorry this is brief I just can't really string too many sentences together right now because I'm so tired... So here have some pictures.
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strawberrybomb:
Hello!! Yay you are back on the internet. I know what you mean about the realisation of being single and lonely, last week it hit me hard. It's odd how long it took really, but like you said we will get get better in time 
hood:
i should be on MSN on monday night hun xxx