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So, what exactly do you do when you find yourself single again after four years? THe first part is always the hard part - telling your friends. They found it hard to believe, Greg is such a funny and likable guy people find it really hard to believe he has such a demonic drunken alter-ego. However most of them were very supportive, apart from one who says I shouldn't let a petty issue like pride get in the way and just take him back.

The mainthing that bothers me about this break-up is that I am now alone. Literally. All my friends are my uni friends, uni is now finished and they are all going home this week leaving me to fend for myself - which I can do but not sure how to deal with the dark moments which are inevitable at times like this. I don't really have any non-uni friends so am really glad that my brother is home for the summer holidays at the moment.

Anyway enough of the whining, other stuff is going on. My degree show opened last friday and all my wanky tutors ate a huge slice of humble pie as I actually sold a print within an hour of it opening, it felt good. This week the show will be in London for 3 days so if anyone is around pleas let me know, I'm up for hooking up and doing stuff if anyone else is! (Not THAT kind of stuff though) I'm really excited about this and am really hoping something will come from it, but I know I need to stay realistic at the same time.

Not sure whats going to happen after that at the moment. I guess my main priorities right now are finding a job - and more importantly finding myself again.