laura_belle

y'know that warm, happy, curl your toes, cinnamon bun-like happiness? i've got that right now.

firstly, i found two cds that i had thought i lost. my esthero cd and my gorillaz cd. i found them in my room today and i did a little squeelie happy dance on my tippy toes.

secondly, there's a certain curly haired redhead who gives me the warm and...
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*sigh*

there's really nothing that compares to waking up after a very short sleep, feeling mildly hungover, but knowing that you had an amazing fucking time the night before. it makes the headache and dizziness seem easier to bear. and also i have coffee and extra strength advil liqui-gels for migraines on hand which will soon be kicking in....there it goes.

so i went to...
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i just got off the phone with my ex. hawksley fucking workman is going to be in town in april. so he's being a dear and ordering a ticket for me. i missed my last chance to see him live, so i'ma grab this opportunity by the balls.

*sigh* so tired. last night i went over to my friend trish's place to drink beer and...
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i feel defeated.

i'm sick and tired of being a dumpster.

i take waaaaaayyyy too much of other people's garbage. i let people shit all over me beause i'm too afraid to do anything back because i want people to like me. i'm finished with it. if you're not going to treat me with at least an ounce of respect, then you're not worth my...
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ginger pills have been my drug of choice lately.

i can handle just about anything. headaches, sore throats, hot, searing, blinding pain. but once i get nauseous, i turn into a snivelling baby.

i love to eat. and anything that makes me unable to do so makes me very upset indeed.

i'm tired.

i'm cold.

i want a warm body to cuddle up with.

*sigh*

i've fallen in love with the black keys again. two skinny white boys who write big, dirty riffs and rock like they have ten-inch cocks. mmmmm. it's panty peeling music. (boys, take note of this the next time you wanna seduce a lady.)

i got my tattoo on thursday. it was my pseudo valentines gift for myself. it's an eels quote down my right side....
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happy fucking valentines day...fuckers.

what am i gonna do today?

i'm gonna watch house and miami ink, eat some chocolate, masturbate til i can't walk then pop some sleeping pills and watch high tension.

sounds like fucking love to me.


***eeeeeep!****

i get my tattoo in only two of your earth days!!! MOTHERFUCKING YEAH!!!

i shouldn't still be here.

every day that i stay here, i just feel my resentment growing. i should've left over a year ago, but a silly boy with blue eyes and long hair sucked me in and made me believe that he loved me. there really isn't anything that holds me to saskatoon. i've made some great memories here and formed some even greater...
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