laura_belle

so he asked me one night, "do i make you happy?"
to which i responded, "yes. alarmingly so."
then he kissed me and buried his face in my neck and sighed.

what a jerk

so he left again this morning. and this time he'll be away until friday. so i'm gonna take this time to just spend time with me. i don't wanna become the kind of couple who together become a single entity. like m&m's. i want to be like a twix. you know... together, but still good when seperate. damn. now i want some chocolate. but y'know what i mean....don't you?

anerways, so i decided to spend tonight talking with my awesome BecomingX and luxuriating in a lucious bath. now i smell like gratuitous violets. mmmmmm (for those of you who aren't lush consumers, gratuitous violets is a kind of soap that's a wonderful pale purple and smells like...well...violets. like that gum, thrills.) that's right, i'm a raging girl on wheels. all must fear me and my equally raging ovaries.

and tomorrow i think i'ma take a nice long walk. for a while there, i was taking very long walks almost every day. my calves ached...and it was delicious. now i've kinda fallen into a soft, squidgy lethargy. and while it feels nice to sit on my rather shapely ass and eat candy, i should probably try to get into shape. maybe a boat shape.

and, taking a cue from the devilishly handsome saltonsea, i think with my next paycheque i'ma buy a new pair of chucks. my current ones are doing alright, but i could use another pair. i'm thinking maybe green. or blinding hot pink. or both. we'll see what i can find. then i'ma buy myself some whiskey and make some whiskey sours and think of a simpler time when the men were pink cheeked, the women were robust, and the children were pink cheeked and robust.