laura_belle

i feel defeated.

i'm sick and tired of being a dumpster.

i take waaaaaayyyy too much of other people's garbage. i let people shit all over me beause i'm too afraid to do anything back because i want people to like me. i'm finished with it. if you're not going to treat me with at least an ounce of respect, then you're not worth my fucking time and i want nothing to do with you.

it's time for me to grow some balls and stand up for myself.

kurt vonnegut was right. love isn't the most important thing in the world. respect is.

i'ma go watch short circut now....don't judge me. number 5 is my boyfriend.

also, i just bought oldboy. i have yet to watch it. it took me long enough to watch irreversible, so this may take a while. but i think i'm slowly starting to get desenstized.