ok...so im scared..and nervous...and somewhat excited...i just spent $250 on film for next weekend...theres this enormous competition call the Ghetto Jam up state and all the ramps r made outta garbage hence the name of the comp.
so i guess im really nervous cause i never shoot competitions..and this is gonan be a insane one and i really hope to not miss anything its like everytime i load a roll of film my reputation is on the line..i dotn get good shots i lose credibility and if that happens no one wants to waste time riding in front of your lens... not to mention everytime i go to one of these things i feel like i just started riding and i still need to be accepted in this culture even though i been riding forever now...theres gonan be some BIG names there and its covered by every magazine there is for BMX...i dont stand a chance getting published on this one but hopefully i can make some more allies and get my company rollin some more...
............i think i over think things to much....or am i just really feeding off my own fear?.....
so i guess im really nervous cause i never shoot competitions..and this is gonan be a insane one and i really hope to not miss anything its like everytime i load a roll of film my reputation is on the line..i dotn get good shots i lose credibility and if that happens no one wants to waste time riding in front of your lens... not to mention everytime i go to one of these things i feel like i just started riding and i still need to be accepted in this culture even though i been riding forever now...theres gonan be some BIG names there and its covered by every magazine there is for BMX...i dont stand a chance getting published on this one but hopefully i can make some more allies and get my company rollin some more...
............i think i over think things to much....or am i just really feeding off my own fear?.....
cureelise:
don't be nerveous sweetie 