In what may be a rash decision but one I've thought about all night I deleted any and every dating app (well I guess FB has one but that's a stretch). I quietly realized it wasn't going anywhere and didn't need the stress.

Truthfully earlier tonight I saw someone that made me feel..... well alot over the past year, and her boyfriend. If anything this just made me feel bad about myself but that's no one's fault but my own. Any body issues I've lived with just felt amplified in that moment and it just hit weird.

I'll be honest I haven't dated in over a decade, for alot of reasons. This immediate moment made me want to pull away and just retreat from it all for now. Is this a good idea??? Probably not but I feel like I needed to break off from it for awhile.

Oh well, see where that goes....