-I hate when text deletes and you have to start over

- VoiceOver artists in animation seem like wonderful people

-podcasts and spotify keep my sanity(mostly) in this trying time

-something really bugs me: these beautiful curvy women that are considered "plus models", they break the stereotypes about beauty in women and it's great. Yet something bothers me, whenever they're in a photoshoot(or sometimes posting online about the men they desire) it's always super muscular in shape men, like in better shape than the average man can acheive(let alone someone like myself who struggles with weight, body image, and has had no contact with a woman in over 3 years). Frankly it hurts, like saying we should accept one gender more than the other. It hurts to think women who preach accepting everyone are unattainable. That may be just years of hurt talking but there it is.

So a bit deeper on the last one, but the black label runs deep tonight.