lastserenade

Uuuuuuggggh its been a stressful one, where to start:
-Been seeing a trainer for over 3 months now, while there has been results I really in the past couple weeks fell off the health and nutrition wagon. Was definitely getting frustrated and slipped up. Trying to get things back together and get on the right path.
-2 job opportunities came up(one I really can't talk about), its been agonizing not hearing anything back, but I'm hopeful.
-Have a vacation coming up with Rock On The Range looming, need to get the cash together for it.
-I won't even give a sports update, as a Philly fan I'm pretty much on a ledge at this point.
-The dating thing............yeah can't even.........it's been well over 2 years and basically I'm in a limbo of anger and depression. The whole thing is sickening and it's really made me resent many people lately.
-I have been having some weird dreams, way too many involving Savannah(where I haven't been in over 5 years). I really just miss the lifestyle I had there(and the young and stupid enthusiasm I tried to maintain).


I don't know, I'm really just hoping things improve. Maybe the summer will be my time.