I think Ive finally come to terms with the fact that Im screwed up
pretty much things can be fine and then randomly Ill get this rush of sickness over me regarding the past couple years and all that shit thats happened, this usually makes me angry and sometimes even dizzy and nauseas(yeah normal right?) so that's been pretty fucked up
Ive also pretty much decided after reading Kat Von D's book that Im going to wait on my next tattoo until I can afford to go out to LA and have her do it(which will pretty much be awhile, but the fact is her work is impecible)
Im basically dedicating my time Im not working to either work on the TV show, or the gym(illness made me fall a bit off schedule with both, but I am going to remedy that) Im tired of bars and drinking at peoples houses, so really unless theyre planning something worth doing Im not wasting my time
so thats it, 2009 has been a bitch so far, so Im taking control and kicking it in the teeth
pretty much things can be fine and then randomly Ill get this rush of sickness over me regarding the past couple years and all that shit thats happened, this usually makes me angry and sometimes even dizzy and nauseas(yeah normal right?) so that's been pretty fucked up
Ive also pretty much decided after reading Kat Von D's book that Im going to wait on my next tattoo until I can afford to go out to LA and have her do it(which will pretty much be awhile, but the fact is her work is impecible)
Im basically dedicating my time Im not working to either work on the TV show, or the gym(illness made me fall a bit off schedule with both, but I am going to remedy that) Im tired of bars and drinking at peoples houses, so really unless theyre planning something worth doing Im not wasting my time
so thats it, 2009 has been a bitch so far, so Im taking control and kicking it in the teeth