lastserenade

so Ive established a form of detox/crash diet/whatever the fuck you want to call it

and a big part of that has been cutting out alcohol, I know Ill be drinking in AC this weekend, but thats going to be it for awhile


really it doesnt interest me anymore, when I started at like 19 it was a social lubricant, a means of loosening up around people

Ive just lost the fascination of getting hammered, truthfully it has never helped my problems(really its just exacerbated them)


so really short of going out where new people could be met(preferably a scenario that could change my current status) I just dont have the interest in it

If Im feeling shitty Id rather feel it without the hangover