lastserenade

so its been over a week now, well technically a week give or take certain events, and yeah it stil hurts like hell


people have been trying to get me to go out, but really it hasnt helped at all, most of the time I have to hide my phone from them so they dont use it to get her number so they can send inflamatory messages(I just dont want that kind of thing going on)

Honestly I cant stop thinking this isnt the way it should have happened at all, and I know there is most likely disagreement on that, but I stand by what I believe, and knowing inside that I feel the wrong choices were made is just something that is going to burden me



and I know Ive said before that nothing said can make things better, but it turns out things said/done can make it alot worse









Im really just tired of feeling like shit already, and tired of feeling innadequate to others