lastbadger

I just realized maybe two people here might know the people I was reffering to in my last post.

So yeah last night was chock full of fun making out my first budget since being back. It was empowering, but at the same time made me realize the shape I'm in financially. This got me thinking about vice, and discipline.

Normally I'm all for freedom of choice in addictions . But lately I've been becoming more aware of peoples, especially my own, inability to check themselves when shit gets outta hand. I seen it fuck up alot of people in Vegas, and I can't really help but want a little more self control in my life. Problem is that there is not really a proven method I've come across for getting that discipline shit.

I wathced the debates last night. I was really proud of the way Kerry handled himself. I thought he handed Bush an ass wuppin' . I was really dissapointed that he endorsed the Bush doctrine of pre-emptive warfare. It truthfully made me a little sick in the stomach. Still though Kerry seems to be 10 times the man bush could ever hope to be, So yeah, in that respect I'm happy. I think my favorite thing about Kerry is the fact that, unlike Bush, his commitment to the soldiers seems to be more than just lip service. When he says "Help is on the way" I get the feeling that he means it.

I believe in me!