lastbadger

What a day. It was beautiful outside today. My brother and I hung out for a good part of the day and it was fun. Walking to the librar, lunching, then walking up to the hospital to see our ma. It was great to be out in the sun and people on the street were awesome friendly. All that walking though and I'm afraid my feet are getting all busted up. Well I suppose that is what a winter of staying in the house watching a crapload of DVD's will get you, soft feet. There was this really cool nurse at the hospital my mom is in who was a Reiki practitioner. We got into this discussion about how Western medicine can really only either drug you, or cut you, but arrived at the conclusion that people are starting to awaken to their own wellness. My mom started the visit as usual by projectile vomiting and telling me I was not looking out for her. It was okay though by the end of the two hours I was again "Such a blessing," and so dear to her. At the begginning though she made a comment that really cut. She said "David what I want to know is when are you going to step up to the plate and be a man?" What the fuck is that supposed to mean. I know that she is in pain, and on the morphine so i try to dismiss it, but it's still pretty fucked up when the woman who brought you into this world and who you've changed your whole life to help throws a barb like that. I hope Tommorrow will be even more awesome than today. If it's minus that comment it will be. Plus tommorrow there's a show/ BBQ. The last one was a blast.

Here's an odd picture taken last christmas. It still freaks me out


l to r: me, my mom, my brother all featured in todays post