lastbadger

Finally got a computer here. My moms doing pretty good, got like another 3 weeks in the hospital learning to walk and stuff like that. I've had some fun hanging with my brother, but some times it's a bit much.

I've been feeling like this disconnect more and more often. it's kinda like i'll be going about my day and then just all if a sudden I don't feel like I belong where I am. Sometimes it's like I'm not there at all but just outside myself. Not like I'm watching myself or any thing, Just the lack of feeling present. My days have been so busy though I think I often probably just slip into a kind of auto pilot, but it's getting harder to "snap into it" Does that make any sense?