laslenasepu

holy shit my parents fucking suck! so at this moment they are holding the power to fuck up my school funding. And some how they are putting it on me like it is my deal. Like they have to put in certain numbers for the funding, and they keep saying they dont know how to do it. Only after i gave them detailed instructions on how to go about it. Like what the fuck! i am about to blow the fuck up.

I want death and I want it Now.

So iv attempted suicide before. Actually i was fairly close and should be dead right now i think. I am so set and ok with throwing myself off another mountain. (mountains are my fill to the sky scraper absence up here) But, iv decided to just go house on everything and anything until i hit a certain point that i cant handle it anymore. Basically if i end up with no money i think im ending it.