lashes

Ok, so Day 1 went well and surprise surprise I feel better already. I was up early this morning (and not just up and relocated to the sofa), but actually up, pottering around the house doings that need to be done - starting with myself. I've really let myself go recently, mainly because I have been stuck in a depressive slump and unable to move from the sofa, but today I plucked my eye brows and did my nails, did 2 loads of washing, hand washed my vans and other bits around the house - all a very vast improvement for me recently - I'm proud of myself; ridiculous I know but i am.

I decided that I wasn't going to tell anyone yet about me going straight edge, but when I got into work yesterday and Greg asked me for a cigarette; I explained why I didn't have any. Shortly after I thought "Why don't I want anyone to know? .. because I'm scared of failing". Pretty much setting myself up to fail already with that attitude - so I'm not gonna be keeping it a secret.

Anyways, my cable broke on my laptop this morning so I need to save my battery while i wait for a new one to arrive.

Ciao ciao