I'm in the midst of an episode and I'm doing my utter most to keep it together and stay in control. I fucking hate myself so much, I hate being me! I'm thinking about admitting myself after Christmas. Would mean taking 3 weeks off work though. Fuck it. i give up.
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I'm not in control
I hope you'll get better soon! Sucks to be feeling like that.
Hope you're well. x