What a week it's been. Literally a couple of days after me and the boy got back from Amsterdam, we split up - for good this time. It's different this time though - I think I'm kinda numb to it all now cos it hasn't affected me like it usually does - I think I've also finally accepted that no matter what we did/do it will never work out.. I deserve someone better.
So yeah, that was that. This week has been alright though and I've been in really good spirits. Also, considering I've literally been drinking Norwich dry all week, I can't really understand how I've lost sooo much weight
chuffed.
But yeah... as always with me, just when I think everything's looking up and I'm happy blah blah I go and get a smack back to reality. Tomorrow I have to go my ex-boyfriends hometown (1 hour train away) to get interviewed by the police. A couple of weeks ago we had a pretty massive row and the police were called to calm me down etc etc. Anyways... before they came i went on a little bit of a drunken angry rampage and caused some criminal damage. At the time they didn't know. But thanks to a nosey neighbour giving them my discription and with the damge being right outside my ex's house they now want to speak to me about it
So yeah... I can imagine I have a fine to look forward to 
Like I can afford that at the moment after just recently bleeding my bank account dry in 'Dam. oh well, oh hum... what goes around comes around and I guess If I'm gonna go around getting all stupid when I'm drunk and angry then I'm gonnahave to deal with the consequences.
Anywhos... I'm now off to work for a lovely 6-4 shift. Not looking forward to it and reeeaally feeling the effects of not having slept much this week - dunno when I'll get to sleep either since I have to be up early to get the sodding train. I have Monday off work but am I heck spending it in bed with the weather being as gorgeous as it is at the mo. Right... Take care, ciao ciao ciao
So yeah, that was that. This week has been alright though and I've been in really good spirits. Also, considering I've literally been drinking Norwich dry all week, I can't really understand how I've lost sooo much weight
chuffed.
But yeah... as always with me, just when I think everything's looking up and I'm happy blah blah I go and get a smack back to reality. Tomorrow I have to go my ex-boyfriends hometown (1 hour train away) to get interviewed by the police. A couple of weeks ago we had a pretty massive row and the police were called to calm me down etc etc. Anyways... before they came i went on a little bit of a drunken angry rampage and caused some criminal damage. At the time they didn't know. But thanks to a nosey neighbour giving them my discription and with the damge being right outside my ex's house they now want to speak to me about it
So yeah... I can imagine I have a fine to look forward to Like I can afford that at the moment after just recently bleeding my bank account dry in 'Dam. oh well, oh hum... what goes around comes around and I guess If I'm gonna go around getting all stupid when I'm drunk and angry then I'm gonnahave to deal with the consequences.
Anywhos... I'm now off to work for a lovely 6-4 shift. Not looking forward to it and reeeaally feeling the effects of not having slept much this week - dunno when I'll get to sleep either since I have to be up early to get the sodding train. I have Monday off work but am I heck spending it in bed with the weather being as gorgeous as it is at the mo. Right... Take care, ciao ciao ciao