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I'm ok. The reason I've been unhappy is nothing related to the letter I got... that was just a routine letter. Me and the boy are going through some serious shit, and I think it may be it this time, think I may have lost him for good That's make me really sad becaue I love him so much, but no matter what we do, it just never seems to work.

I should be going to Amsterdam next week. Had a dream last night about it that has made me kinda nervous I've been before but this time I'll be going alone.

Anyways, thanks everyone for the sweet messages and stuff. Take care x