lashes

I'm meant to be getting ready for my brother's 30t Birthday meal, but I can't stop crying.

Everything I touch, I destroy.

After all that's happened today I come home to find not only has my Mum been in my room but she's tidied it. My weed box was left on my bed. Thankfully I had my weed with me.

I'm scum.

I couldn't get my precription today cos I forgot to order it.

I don't wanna go out tonight and preend to be happy. I wanna be fucking happy. I'm scumand I destroy everything. Fucking scum.