lashes

So it seems as though the thing to do at the moment is to sum up the last year in the shape of a blog. I'm not going to do that. If I'm honest I'd rather forget the past year, and the majority of other past years too, so I'm not about to sit here and dwell on the ups and downs of the past year. I'd rather forget a lot of my past... especially the past year, but I know that's never gonna happen - even if I want to.

So, what's in store for me this year? Who knows. I want it to be different. I want to be different. So I'm gonna need to change my mentality towards things. In Spetember my sister is giving me her house when she moves to Cyprus, so that part is already written out for me - and again it leads to me being trapped in this god awful excuse for a city. I want to go places so so bad. But it would be stupid of me to turn down a house in this day and age. I want to go places as much as possible before I move in - but then of course there's the dilemma of having to use whatever money I have to save for furniture etc. I definitely want to go to Amsterdam again - man what I would do to be able to live there. One day maybe, one day.

I don't know where I'm going with this blog and it's sending my head into a spin, so i'll end here.


Happy New Year!