Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

lashes

Member Since 2008

Followers 415 Following 443

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Monday Dec 08, 2008

Dec 8, 2008
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
I'm so sorry for the hurt I've caused my family and boyfriend over this past day and yesterday. I'm going to get help and I'm going to go back on my medication. I really wish I could erase the past few days. I'm probably going to lose one of the most important people in my life due to this. I hate myself so much.



I'm sorry you guys have had to read my crap the past few hours/day. I really appreciate all the kind messages you've been sending me. I imagine some of you probably think its inappropriate to post the kind of stuff I do but this is my place to vent and get things off my chest away from people who don't know me. I'm sorry if anything I have said in any of my recent blogs have offended or upset anyone, I know what I did was extremely selfish.

VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
kilcher:
Try not to hate yourself so you can begin to heal. We all have our lows. Some go farther than others but I am glad you did go downstairs. Subconsiously, you do not want to go. Glad to hear your getting you help. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and wishing you all the best. kiss

And, yeah, it is your blog. Write whatever you want. No apologies. wink
Dec 9, 2008
savage:
Hope your weeks gets better, and hope your family are understanding about your demons

I think im going to volunteer on a regular basis as I enjoyed it so much, biggrin x
Dec 10, 2008

More Blogs

  • 06.17.10
    1

    Thursday Jun 17, 2010

    Ok, so Day 1 went well and surprise surprise I feel better already. I…
  • 06.15.10
    1

    Wednesday Jun 16, 2010

    Right, I've figured this thing out. Well, not necessarily. I've known…
  • 06.14.10
    4

    Tuesday Jun 15, 2010

    Depression is eating me up. Trying to think of an excuse to stay off …
  • 06.10.10
    1

    Thursday Jun 10, 2010

    I look into the future as it is now and I see quite clearly; an almos…
  • 06.06.10
    0

    Monday Jun 07, 2010

    With a BBQ at the folks tonight and with coleslaw to prepare, sitting…
  • 05.25.10
    0

    Wednesday May 26, 2010

    Schminkypink?
  • 05.25.10
    0

    Tuesday May 25, 2010

    I can never be bothered to blog on here anymore. Probably cos I don't…
  • 05.20.10
    2

    Friday May 21, 2010

    Scalp burn scalp burn!!
  • 03.31.10
    3

    Wednesday Mar 31, 2010

    Finally got internet up and running since moving into my new place at…
  • 01.14.10
    2

    Friday Jan 15, 2010

    When feeling not so great, make a list of reasons why you should be f…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
9
months
19
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,593 SuicideGirls
  • 1,118,095 followers
  • 14,927,843 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,410,708 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo