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Monday Dec 08, 2008

Dec 8, 2008
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I'm so sorry for the hurt I've caused my family and boyfriend over this past day and yesterday. I'm going to get help and I'm going to go back on my medication. I really wish I could erase the past few days. I'm probably going to lose one of the most important people in my life due to this. I hate myself so much.



I'm sorry you guys have had to read my crap the past few hours/day. I really appreciate all the kind messages you've been sending me. I imagine some of you probably think its inappropriate to post the kind of stuff I do but this is my place to vent and get things off my chest away from people who don't know me. I'm sorry if anything I have said in any of my recent blogs have offended or upset anyone, I know what I did was extremely selfish.

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kilcher:
Try not to hate yourself so you can begin to heal. We all have our lows. Some go farther than others but I am glad you did go downstairs. Subconsiously, you do not want to go. Glad to hear your getting you help. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and wishing you all the best. kiss

And, yeah, it is your blog. Write whatever you want. No apologies. wink
Dec 9, 2008
savage:
Hope your weeks gets better, and hope your family are understanding about your demons

I think im going to volunteer on a regular basis as I enjoyed it so much, biggrin x
Dec 10, 2008

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