It's 7:37 am and I haven't been to sleep yet. I wish it was because I'd just stumbled home from a drug-fuelled party... but it's not. Insomnia strikes and it strikes bad! Normally I just pop a pill Mr Doctor gives me and away I go. But no, not tonight - tonight this barstard was adament he was gonna stay. And stay he did. Oh well though, never mind... at least I got high off the pills. AND at least I'm up early. Currently eating 1 x Weetabix avec a Blob of Greek Yoghurt avec sprinkles of Sunflower and Pumpkin seeds. Ooo, and a drizzle of honey... and mannnn it is good!
I hope today's going to be a good day. It won't be anything special - I can tell ya that much for free. I hope it's good though. I should have plenty of distractions today - which is definitely good. Hopefully by tonight 'he' would have replied to my email. I don't deserve a reply though. But he's my best friend and I miss him. Hopefully one day our friendship (if I can save that) will turn back into the relationship we once had. I know he wants it to too, but understandably he has his pride to think about. I don't really want to go into it here in great detail. But I really realy want this back:
ANYWAYS....
So today - breakfast has gone now. Time to crack on with a day full of harrassing people to employ me, buying and assembling new 'wardrobe', doing laundry, eating in my favourite vegetarian cafe, baking cakes and doing whatever else takes my fancy.
Did you all have a good weekend? Mine was pretty cool. Pictures in my last blog if you're interested.
I hope today's going to be a good day. It won't be anything special - I can tell ya that much for free. I hope it's good though. I should have plenty of distractions today - which is definitely good. Hopefully by tonight 'he' would have replied to my email. I don't deserve a reply though. But he's my best friend and I miss him. Hopefully one day our friendship (if I can save that) will turn back into the relationship we once had. I know he wants it to too, but understandably he has his pride to think about. I don't really want to go into it here in great detail. But I really realy want this back:
ANYWAYS....
So today - breakfast has gone now. Time to crack on with a day full of harrassing people to employ me, buying and assembling new 'wardrobe', doing laundry, eating in my favourite vegetarian cafe, baking cakes and doing whatever else takes my fancy.
Did you all have a good weekend? Mine was pretty cool. Pictures in my last blog if you're interested.
and by the way I love that Yoghurt with the honey and the seeds yummm!!