holy crap,at least 2 consecutive blogs-whats wrong with me?!
Actually,the main thing wrong is that Ive actually started getting sociable again,and my liver cant handle it.Neither can my poor frazzled,sleep deprived brain. Unfortunately,I am getting to the point where I have to start thinking clearly about the future,and the only thing I can clearly see is that I need a pint glass in front of me and a cigarette (i know,I know) in my hand.See,I had my gorgeous daughter a tad early,at the point when most peoples social lives were just taking off,I was changing nappies. In all fairness,I chose that,and Im pretty damn proud I did,but now it means she is old enough to be babysat for longer without me feeling guilty (catholic upbringings are a bitch) I am endevouring to rediscover the whole social thing. Im not sure my brain,body, life or marriage can cope with this,but Im damned if Im stopping now.Yep,its fucking selfish. Too bloody right it is! Ive spend the last 9 years being unselfish to the point I was having trouble remembering my name was anything other than 'Mum'. Well,buckle up because Im back,and maybe being a little selfish once in a while is a good thing.......or maybe Im heading for a car crash situation. Either way,Im out again monday-see everyone there!
Actually,the main thing wrong is that Ive actually started getting sociable again,and my liver cant handle it.Neither can my poor frazzled,sleep deprived brain. Unfortunately,I am getting to the point where I have to start thinking clearly about the future,and the only thing I can clearly see is that I need a pint glass in front of me and a cigarette (i know,I know) in my hand.See,I had my gorgeous daughter a tad early,at the point when most peoples social lives were just taking off,I was changing nappies. In all fairness,I chose that,and Im pretty damn proud I did,but now it means she is old enough to be babysat for longer without me feeling guilty (catholic upbringings are a bitch) I am endevouring to rediscover the whole social thing. Im not sure my brain,body, life or marriage can cope with this,but Im damned if Im stopping now.Yep,its fucking selfish. Too bloody right it is! Ive spend the last 9 years being unselfish to the point I was having trouble remembering my name was anything other than 'Mum'. Well,buckle up because Im back,and maybe being a little selfish once in a while is a good thing.......or maybe Im heading for a car crash situation. Either way,Im out again monday-see everyone there!