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laruby1565

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Wow...regular updates...my life must be dull! wink
Actually,its floating along pretty well I guess,or at least,time is moving on and I havent cracked up yet...
I was browsing the site earlier,just checking journals and groups etc,and it occured to me that 90% of the people on here are either insanely talented in a particular field,or are else completely passionate about something. I miss that feeling.Right now I cant think of anything I used to do,whether drawing,playing bass,skating etc that I am totally absorbed in,much less talented in.Its getting frustrating...somewhere inside me there is still a drive to DO something,something I love that I am good at,that I enjoy...so far Im coming up with nada.Its getting frustrating when you see all these self help drivelly things everywhere spouting 'love your talent,it is a gift from God/Satan/inner consciousness/beings from Mars etc'... Some of us are still coming to terms with the fact that we dont know what our talent IS,or even if we have one at all...meh... frown
Anyway,whining self pity aside,life is okay...still waiting for an answer to something specific,and still looking for answers in general...Hope life is treating the rest of you okay smile
inkedcraig:
I hear what your saying there. my problem is I dont always get time to do the stuff im talented at. So im making time now. Im writing alot more & arranging songs, creating riffs ect, accustic bass at the ready smile

Again im fronting this project with my vocals
smile been awhile since they were used in a heavy sort of way. Just dont give up on something you love. I did & i missed it so ive gone got it back. tongue wink
Feb 17, 2006

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