larose404

Bloody fucking hell!! I'm so irritated today- not at anything in particular, tho if I had to, I could list more than a few things, but mostly just at myself cos I'm in such an absolutely shiite mood. I'm hovering somewhere between putting a hole in my head so I can look through it (somewhat like navel gazing (see Morrissey)) and biting someone else's head off. I have a paper due tomorrow, for which I have gotten an extension til Monday, but the bastard's still staring me down and looking like it's going to give me 'what-for'. In my mind it's like some little agro, animated paper bastard that keeps jumping around every time I try to get by it. fucker!

Anyway, I've at least got one obstacle out of my way- I'm not so freaking tired any more (better living through chemistry). I had a good night sleep (or at least 7 hours, all in a row), but I'm still feeling shitty.

And people (!) can you get a life and quit pissing me off?!
Jeremiah- quit being such a lazy, unambitious twat
Julie- call me sometime or at least send me a clear signal
Rachel- grow a backbone and quit being booty-call girl

carryn... you're fine- it's me that's the issue. I wish I could change (or maybe I am, and then I wish I could change quicker)

that's all- its all out now- I'll go home and watch a DVD while I work and intermittently draw something and it'll all be better