larkin

Can't Sleep.

Things are starting to really suck.

I just looked over my finances, since B moved out and I'm stuck paying all of 'our' bills myself...

With me going to school, I will be lucky if I can pay my rent...if I don't eat or drive...at all.....

It looks like it will probably break down like this--

Things I HAVE to pay-
Car payment
Rent+ basic Utilities
Parking
Blackberry -- since I have no landline

Things that will have to get cut-
All expenses..including food....ugh
Cable
Internet
Netflix
Gym
Everything else that you could think of that could make life enjoyable


So I might not be around for a while......a long while..... until either the economy picks up... or ____________

Booo. But I guess I have a little while before I get trapped in this little box of an empty apartment.....


And yes, I realize that I have spent money irresponsibly recently,, but I have also been supporting an unemployed BF for the past year and a half.. Also, I am used to making good money (i.e because I have always lived in large cities..). I'm really starting to HATE it here. Especially in terms of the job market.

Waaaah waaaah. I should just shut up and deal with it.