i have been so fucking busy. and crazy.
i think i have been on a breakdown du jour schedule.
it all starts off... i try to quit my job. they say 'no we won't accept that answer from you'. they say 'if you stay until april we will pay your rent etc...blah blah blah'
so i consider it.....then i change my mind.....then i reconsider it....then i change my mind,,,,,
so right now i am paying rent in key west and in san diego. half of my belongings are here in key west, the other half in california.
i need to make more money.
then people just keep purposely trying to irritate me, i swear. there are only so many hours in the day!
fucking disgruntled ex-employees that i fired, all of a sudden crawling out of the woodwork to create more bullshit paperwork and conference calls for me to deal with. fuck.
and needy people...blah blah blah i am so exhausted. plus i have been as sick as death.
on happier notes :
little matty turned 21 yesterday!
i talked to my friend d. and he might be on "nashville star". too funny. it's always good to talk to him.
i got some great artwork in the mail from jana.
i bought yet another nurse costume. this time in pink.
i will be working in palm beach from the 17th-20th.
johnny from san diego is staying with us for fantasy fest.
i finally got to see hang out with gabby.
bought judah a blue sweatervest that his dad is going to hate.
my friend chris called today and he will be in town on monday. i still need to apologize for leaving a stupid drunk message on his voicemail while he was in europe.
another friend called and sang me to sleep.
haha i am a wreck.
it all comes down to.... i don't want to be here anymore. i want to be in san diego. i am ready to go.
i am excited for change. even if last call is at 1:30am there......
and everyone someone mentions kabuki, it takes me a whole ten minutes to realize they are not talking about bukkaki
i think i have been on a breakdown du jour schedule.
it all starts off... i try to quit my job. they say 'no we won't accept that answer from you'. they say 'if you stay until april we will pay your rent etc...blah blah blah'
so i consider it.....then i change my mind.....then i reconsider it....then i change my mind,,,,,
so right now i am paying rent in key west and in san diego. half of my belongings are here in key west, the other half in california.
i need to make more money.
then people just keep purposely trying to irritate me, i swear. there are only so many hours in the day!
fucking disgruntled ex-employees that i fired, all of a sudden crawling out of the woodwork to create more bullshit paperwork and conference calls for me to deal with. fuck.
and needy people...blah blah blah i am so exhausted. plus i have been as sick as death.
on happier notes :
little matty turned 21 yesterday!
i talked to my friend d. and he might be on "nashville star". too funny. it's always good to talk to him.
i got some great artwork in the mail from jana.
i bought yet another nurse costume. this time in pink.
i will be working in palm beach from the 17th-20th.
johnny from san diego is staying with us for fantasy fest.
i finally got to see hang out with gabby.
bought judah a blue sweatervest that his dad is going to hate.
my friend chris called today and he will be in town on monday. i still need to apologize for leaving a stupid drunk message on his voicemail while he was in europe.
another friend called and sang me to sleep.
haha i am a wreck.
it all comes down to.... i don't want to be here anymore. i want to be in san diego. i am ready to go.
i am excited for change. even if last call is at 1:30am there......
and everyone someone mentions kabuki, it takes me a whole ten minutes to realize they are not talking about bukkaki
What goes up must come down, but then it goes back up again. Maybe I can buy you a beer when your out this way?
and of course thank you for voting!
I'm going to be working in Boston, MA for two months through the holidays and that may land me enough cash to move even sooner!
Reading yoru profile: We have more in common than I realized. Hang out sesh once we both move? I'm always looking for pretty girls to help me out...I run an online vintage boutique and always need new models! Interested?