m's husband dying really changed the way i look at my relationships with people.
on one hand i want to spend as much time with them as possible and be honest with them about how i feel.
but, now i fear losing people even more. and i don't even want to risk getting too close.
talked to nashville on the phone for an hour.
felt a little less sad.
and a little more sad.
and i got to talk to andres, who says he has a date with a chick with more culo than i do. i need to see this to believe it.
oh well, at least condi loves me.....

on one hand i want to spend as much time with them as possible and be honest with them about how i feel.
but, now i fear losing people even more. and i don't even want to risk getting too close.
talked to nashville on the phone for an hour.
felt a little less sad.
and a little more sad.
and i got to talk to andres, who says he has a date with a chick with more culo than i do. i need to see this to believe it.
oh well, at least condi loves me.....
