laramie

Needing some serious advice...

Im stuck in between this sticky situation...

I hated being single... but then every person who came along I just pushed them away.... I realized Im still in love with the father of child...and it was eating me alive. I met someone online who feels like my soul mate... but its literally 2000 miles away and I have no idea if I could live like that. Then out of the blue right as Im realizing that I actually have feelings for this stranger...... My ex falls apart and tells me how miserable he is without me... the words Ive wanted to hear for so long and here they are... laying in front of my feet. Im dumbfounded. I of course say I want to work on things with certain stipulations involved and take it slow because its more than just me its for my son and the environment I want for his childhood...

but now... in my head I think... wait... I kind of like being single. I have a lot of different people that Ive met that expect to see me again sometime... but I would drop them all for this to truely work...
I dont know where this road will take me... not even sure that he is serious.... and when I dont have him I yearn for this... now I know he wants me I enjoy being single? WTF is wrong with me

Advice?