laramie

Well its been forever since Ive been on here.. Thanks to elemental Im back (:

much has changed in my life... some wonderful some not so great.

I moved back to Ohio when my dad passed away ... I met who I thought was the love of my life got engaged and had a beautiful baby boy, Gunner Willilam lee. Two months ago he left us. Now Im picking up the pieces but Im determined to not let myself fall ... I cant give up yet. Im in the process of finding a job and getting on my feet. I just recently had to give up some of my pride and let my mom take care of my 8 month old son. Its been a rocky last few months and its been embarrassing to say that I have become a statistic of a single mother. Ive never faught for something so hard and tried so much to make something work... but you just cant make someone grow up... and you cannot make them love you. Im had to try to forget the memories so I can finally breathe again. Its been a process.. and Im sure Im still not over it yet.

"Your past is just a story. When you realize this, it has no power over you."- Chuck P.

Here is a few pictures of my son and I that were most recent and a few this past few months