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lara6666

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Wednesday Aug 17, 2005

Aug 17, 2005
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I don't want to be here anymore. I just want to be home. I have done this before gone away on trips like this, but I am taking this really hard this time. I miss my daughters arms wrapped around me, I miss the smell of my house, I miss my bed, I miss my bathtub. frown

I can't pinpoint why this trip is so different then any other trip I have been on, but it is.

Yesterday was really hard. I was wearing jeans and a tee-shirt and this woman came to me and asked me if I was sure I was in the right spot. Then I overheard these two older guys saying something about my hair. I just feel like I don't fit in here among these lawyer types. Although I really am a lawyer type myself. Just sucks.

I really haven't done much since I got here. Just driving around and sitting in my hotel room. I should go shopping or find a nice cafe to sit in for awhile, but I just don't feel like it. I would rather sit here alone and be bummed, I guess.

I am so bummed that I don't even want to drink, because I know that will make everything worse. But oh how I could go for a drink right now.

I know I have to make the best of this and I am really trying. Really and truly I am. It's just really hard to see what is so good about me being here.

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PS- I also really need to get laid.
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slavewire:
jeez.. it doesn't sound like you're havin a great day, does it? shocked
you should definitely find a nice little cafe to chill out at..
and get laid too, if that'll help smile

as for what i do for a living.. it's a crap job as security officer. but i take advantage of it as much as possible. well until i get fired anyway. tongue
and thanks for what you said blush
Aug 17, 2005
kundalini:
Seriously, go find a good bookstore with a coffee shop nearby. Hang out there for a while. Read. Find a good book. I'd recommend "The Perks of Being a Wallflower" by Stephen Chbosky
Aug 17, 2005

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