some people can be the best thing that ever happened to you.
they can love you and support you and even if it doesn't last, teach you things about yourself.
you build memories together and despite the loss you can still hang on to them?
the question is....can they be that and also have hurt you.
been your downfall.
verbally abused you to the point that you don't want to go anywhere, talk to anyone.
needed you to be a servant and molded you that way.
and then erased you publically from their lives because they know that is what would hurt you the most.
why do i hate him but am overrun with remorse and regret.
why do i feel like i am not a whole person anymore now that he is gone?
they don't return your calls or your emails. they don't care.
you gave them a part of you and that's all they really came for.
why would they stick around?
what do you have anymore that you could give?
i can't breathe
they can love you and support you and even if it doesn't last, teach you things about yourself.
you build memories together and despite the loss you can still hang on to them?
the question is....can they be that and also have hurt you.
been your downfall.
verbally abused you to the point that you don't want to go anywhere, talk to anyone.
needed you to be a servant and molded you that way.
and then erased you publically from their lives because they know that is what would hurt you the most.
why do i hate him but am overrun with remorse and regret.
why do i feel like i am not a whole person anymore now that he is gone?
they don't return your calls or your emails. they don't care.
you gave them a part of you and that's all they really came for.
why would they stick around?
what do you have anymore that you could give?
i can't breathe
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yeah...it's not raining anymore...but the trash bag idea is noted for further instances...
xoxo,
j