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darco renewed my sg account for me b/c he is just THAT fantastic!!

so my new obsession for the weekend is the show "Deadwood," AKA the cocksucker show. i borrowed the box set of season 1. it is one fantastic show. i am sad though b/c my favorite character calamity jane, left the show halfway through the season.

so me and brooklyn haven't slept in seperate beds in almost two weeks. last night i tried to b/c it just seemed the thing to do. how quickly our relationship is progressing is really scary. i have grown way too attached way too quickly. needless to say i only got an hour of sleep. and it sucked.

i am going to get the opportunity to test just how cool he is by dragging him to winter's birthday party in atlanta in june. put him to the ultimate test i guess. figure out if discussing future plans of up moving together later on are going to be feasible or not.

last week the crew got together for a night of Munchkin. it was lots of fun. we talked about playing Risk this week. in the past we went to karaoke at the mellow but i know everybody is short on money so games are much better. i adore my friends that i have right now. they are all so special to me and it makes me sad, that i have to move to another city to fill voids in my life. that is what it has come to. i just have no future here and need to get my life started. i can't stay just for them and that makes me sad.

my ex boyfriend Dustin is really really lame. evidently he is such an asshole that a year and a half later he still has nothing better to do than make a profile on myspace making fun of me. LAME! and then i had to run into all his friends last night at Taco Bell. very uncomfortable.

caleb and krystal came by today just to hang out for a little while. that was weird but welcome. i am really bad at holding grudges. except against dustin. he makes it easy by doing stuff like breaking into my sg account and making myspace profiles