laputa64

nobody really writes how they are feeling in this thing. this isn't an online journal. it should even be called that. it is just a message board, a communication window. but what they are feeling. what they are worried about. what they are thinking about when they lay in bed at night before they go to sleep, none of that stuff makes into these things. i even keep my stupid livejournal, which i get a little more personal in that, than here. but no one really wants to know that kind of stuff about me.

i desire to be understood but don't have the courage to give anyone the chance.

a stupid post and i wasn't even drunk.